I feel panicky and sick at my stomach at times. Realistically, can I work a full-time desk job? I don't know. Actually, I'd say probably not or not for long, though I am in better condition than I was in August when I quit my other one. I am a worrier and just far more worried than the last time around.
My dad says that some companies will be interested in hiring people with disabilities and need to but I didn't think so. I thought they just get a tax break on any expenses for accomodation.
I had an already scheduled appointment with the pain management doctor. We're apparently doing all we can with pain meds for now. I mentioned seating issues and he asked what he could do to help; I was thinking seating clinic or cushion advice but then just said, "I don't know" since I can't afford another cushion for now. With a job change, yes, eventually. Good wheelchair cushions cost a lot. I have pain from my ischial tuberosities and on my rear pretty fast and on my skin if I wear certain clothes and sit on the scooter long. I get ischial pain even without the scooter and always have; a lot of seating is horrible for me. Denim seems to work best though that's not for an office; some thicker fabrics may help. I can alternate between bringing my own chair with me and sitting in the scooter, though if I need up and down frequently I need to just sit in the scooter.